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mistake March 7, 2010

Posted by rocco mocco in Uncategorized.
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Yesterday, i have done something stupid I really regret.Until now, my conscience still haunts me. How i wish that i could disappear right at this moment. i will  not go into details of what happen, but its really a wicked thing to do. i was  upset of what happen since really didn’t expect that I could do such thing.

I feel guilty and condemned. I feel ashamed of what I did. I wanted to forget it but like flashbacks it keeps coming back. Its always ring inside my head. I feel ashamed because I already renewed my commitment to God and here I am now again, playing with fire despite of all the burns and pains I have received  from the past. I’m thinking will i ever learn? can i still  stand up to my convictions after all what i did?

I don’t want to look back in the past but it keeps coming back. I don’t want to fall for sin anymore. I am so tired  of this weary life. I wish,  I am stronger. I wish I am smarter.Strong to fight all of my struggles and wise enoguh to make the right choices.

The mistake taught me some things:

. that I am still a sinner, though been bought for a prize by Jesus blood, I am still capable of sinning because it a  human nature to sin(but that’s not an excuse)

.that even though we fall short from the glory of God because of sin, God’s grace sustain us to continue to move on with our lives.

.God convicts but the devil condemns.

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1. slaveboi - March 7, 2010

Tsk. Whatever it was, remember that you can always redeem yourself. :)

rocco mocco - March 8, 2010

uu nga im okay now salamat tlg..

2. Carizza - March 7, 2010

That’s not an excuse, but it’s the only fact we have. Si God lang ang hindi sinner.

It’s human to err. But asking for forgiveness must always be a part of it.

God is good and His love for us is too great that we need not worry.

rocco mocco - March 8, 2010

yep we dont nid to worry kaso minsan nakakahiya na humingi ng kapatawaran,hehehe,,gnun tlg,,makasalanan eh

Carizza - March 8, 2010

Aba mabuti na yung nahihiya tayo at humihingi ng tawad, kesa sa hindi diba.

rocco mocco - March 10, 2010

tama tama hehehe

3. jeszieBoy - March 8, 2010

you know what, i feel you. it’s really hard. i guess we just have to pray like big time! hehe. GODBLESS. :]

4. rocco mocco - March 8, 2010

uu pray ng pray salamat sa pagdalaw

5. yiN - March 8, 2010

We were given the power of will, just keep rowing to the shore makakarating ka din. At anung sinasabi mong rocco mocco? Hindi kita nirorocco.

rocco mocco - March 10, 2010

d kita nirorocco un lng tlg pangalan ko..tama walang masama sa pagkakamali it gives space for growth

6. Lemon Writer - March 11, 2010

dami koment.

konti post.

rocco mocco - March 11, 2010

hehehe

7. bonistation - March 14, 2010

accepting the truth that you are weak would be much better than feeling guilty of what you did. what matters most, we have ‘realizations’ and experience that others might learn – through sharing.. take changes easy and normal.. move one step at a time.

goodluck and cheers!

Bonistation


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